So once he had gotten up and left, left our lives we noticed a few things... How much we had truly been threw with him, all the fighting, the fear, the late nights taking turns on guard making sure out throats weren't slit in our slumber. What he had done for us, when Patrick asked him to go retireve his lover, he asked for his assault rifle and his keys. Didn't say a word when they showed up, let him do the talking, let him shape this girls destiny. How many times we would've have died if he hadn't pulled something out of his ass in the nick of time to keep us intact. And a notebook for some odd reason? He was always drawing, or writing, or